End of July...

Finally, i got time to spare for my blog. This week i'm so unlucky. Late 2 times this week and always sleep at around 2am. All because of that damm GP project, make me spent so much time to research on that topic. But now, it's over and i think my presentation sux. Nevermind, it's over. Nowadays i think i don't really have time to think of other things and it's good for me. But now, i think i beginning to think too much again. Haiz, time does flies very fast. Although august is coming, but more importantly common test is coming again soon. Oh my, need to study again. Hmm, this week alot of things happen. Late for school on mon and wed, ms goh never came for 4 days,always see people ushering for that international chinese riddle competition and blah blah blah... Think i forgot what happen during those days. Oh ya, think yesterday is a lucky day for me. I was never 'zhong' for 'shi zi lu kou', and always see people like vincent, jonathan, yongchuan and kaicheng eating. But think after that game, no fun liao. All go play softball, only left me in canteen looking after their stuff till 5pm. Think maybe because do hw until blur, 'gif away' my calculator to shu hui and ask her who lost it. Haiz, think i'm very blur, even dunno where to go for maths lecture after that. Today, attend gp clinic halfway, think like 1/3 of the people ion LT2 go for that riddle competition. Even my friend, who never sign up for that thing, also go and see,take chance to skip gp. But honestly, i think almost all lectures are very sian and boring. But why i never pon? Think i too good liao, everytime think of the word 'responsibility' and lost the urge to do alot of things. Think i also too responsible liao, everything blame myself. Gp presentation bad also blame myself. Think i'm a sadist. Oh ya, Thurs best! MDA people come and gif talk. So nice, we got 'free movie screenings'. Talking about screenings, think everyone, no matter how discipline they are, when see those things, will become horny. Think i got influenced by kangwei, often mention Nell here Nell there, but i think i really miss that 'exciting' part. Lol, think i too strict with myself bah, cannot relax easily but can be stress easily. Now i dunno what others thinks about me, got a strange feeling out from nowhere, feel like alot of people dislike me, dunno why. Maybe i think too much again. Talking about cca, sian... need to prepare for nx wed's home visit. Then today morning so few people turn up, others all say go watch riddle competition. Even my SL go ushering for that thing. Haiz, i think i really need to find time to relax myself. Always think i like no life liddat, never laugh never talk never smile, always quiet. Then no listen to music and seldom watch tv. Think i really like lost contact with this world. See, now i thinking too much again. Sigh, when will i really stop thinking about so much things, always hope to have a ... Pathetic, think i should really just concentrate on studies cos i think that if i got admirer, the sun will rise from the west. Lol, as i said, time really flies fast. I still miss the 'good old days'. Think my heart is really very old, no sense of youthfulness. Always have the urge of just putting aways all my books and stuff and do nothing except play and play. Sian, now my hair long liao, still haven't cut, hope tml can cut my hair if not i think i will look like a girl. Then still got chem, maths n phy tutorial to do. Haiz, think i stop blogging liao. Play abit more then tml then do hw.