haiz...yesterday..2nd day of sch..late...today lucky raining..if not late again..dunno y liddat...think yesterday work too late..tt damm proposal..mus think of ideas for recruiting J1s..den someore deadline is today..given yesterday onli..1 day mus complete... now oso really tired liao..esp after my own 2.4 training...leg now beginning to cramp like hell...dyin soon....still got alot of holiday hw to piah finish cos all nv do until new yr...rush like mad..luck all new t-chers..nv ask for holi hw..if not die liao..hmmm...i jus remember 1 thing...jus now got 2 pl frm my jss ask me donate...den they recognise me!!so shockin...i dunno them how come they noe me..veri strange...all malay somemore..when jssco got ppl frm other race joining?? den yesterday oso...really wonder how they noe me...i dun even tok to them or c them b4 in my sec sch days loh..4get it...now tis yr i really got feeling like 2003..like takin O lvls liddat tt atmosphere n urgency...everyday come home play 1 hr or so den start piah hw n other stuff..worst is tis yr got SYF...like 2003 liddat...O lvl +SYF...sick man..now even worst...nvm...hope i can survive tis yr den hope after going NS i can be a better person...if not i think i really going to haf a big problem..i now still blur blur..dunno wat to do wif my life...no dreams n goals in life yet..mus walk one step, see one step..