hmm...today leh...still quite a veri gd day for me despite the morning news i had tt make me depress till afternoon....after cing my classmates play tennis, i play a few rds wif fab n ya...tt's depress mood is gone...i'm so glad...den today cdc tt thingie...c the instructor demostrate CPR till i got tears comin frm my eyes...so funny...but anyway i dun say anymore...think liao can really laugh....den ahem..finally tt problem tt arise frm tt morning news is settled today...after abt 1 wk of self-doubt and blah blah...lucki got jinfeng helped me if not i think till now i still ....n ya...i'm forgiven..really feel great man!!! n manage to tok for 1 hr b4 doing hw again...sian....today maths leh..bcos yesterday cannot slp well or wat( lie on bed until 1 hrs later den fell asleep, think brainwave too strong...lol..), cannot make it tis time liao..fail....haiz...suddenly forget all my integration formulae and the vector principles...nvm..it's over...now mus really piah...sometimes really think my class cannot make it...esp my bros...even though they are tryin to hand in assigment lah n stuff...but it seems like still not enuff effort put in to catch up wif the gals...n i oso think i still need to work harder ...but no motivation n inspiration....now still typing blog sia...lol....instead of doing hw n blah blah blah...so cham!!! now think tt jj may not make it seriously...given by the actions we done n tt kind of attitude loh...we ppl still got the mood to play loh..!!! now left abt 8 mnths onli n we now still keep failing our tests, nv hand in stuff on time n worse is sometimes sit dwn tok crap...lol...haiz..think i mus begin isolating myself frm my bros someday if not i will oso get affected...haha....den tis weekend...NUS open hse on 12/3, 0930-1900, NTU open hse on 13/3, 1000-2000...now deciding wif friends to go CO or open hse...haha....