haiz..today realy veri unlucky..late for sch again loh..if late 1 more time i can say gdbye to JJ liao...kanna expel...so cham..:(...den today...chem test result out liao...still fail..haiz...onli need 2 marks to pass loh..last test oso liddat..2 marks...argh!!!den today actually mus go help out one loh..help carry stuff for sat love fiesta...den in the end cca...cannot go help..haiz...den leh...co practice..the erhu string rite...i play the erhu play until halfway the string broken...wat is tis???y i so unlucky one today...ahhh...so pathetic..y i liddat..??? Y I LATE!!!???? I TRY MY BEST TO AVOID LATE LIAO Y STILL HAPPEN!!!!!ARHH... veri damm...really dunno wat to do sia... i seem to be like no life loh...like routine liddat...sometimes reall think i failure...eat for 17+ yrs liao..in the end stilll end up like tis...den study leh.. study until i seldom tok to ppl..wat crap is tis!!?? den erhu leh..practice like alomst 5-6 yrs liao..my wrist still cannot loosen...YYY!!!! really want to jus....cannot stand myself sometimes...studies gd so wat...communication so poor...dun even noe how to do basic things like writing proposal or toking to ppl...den brain oso so useless...always dunno wat i thinking..den body so weak...run so slow...haiz..veri cham...really dunno wat to do...SOMEBODY SAVE MEEEEEE....!!!!