haha..now so tired...tis wk veri nice...actually i shouldn't be in sch on april fool(1/4/05) one loh...jus recovered frm fever...den thx to johnathan loh...call me go for cem prac..say quite mipt..so no choice...go loh...den later tt day go wm place watch jstar concert...first time watch tis kind of concert leh me..think i really veri lan...till now den noe wat is jstar...lol...anyway...nv performed well tt day...can't eat properly..haha...think jus recover...no appetite...anyway...after tt go home loh...but quite fun man!...finally noe who scared of wat liao...jus tickle tt area sure got immediate fast reaction...lol...quite violent oso..

den yesterday leh...haha..after co go buy stuff...go je meet yy n settle xl's cip thingie..den go buy my stuff n yy's oso...wah...finally after a long time reach causeway point...go buy tt jacket tt i tried on last wk...cost 39 bucks sia...so exp!...nv in my life i bought 1 jacket for myself...lol...tis is the first time...haha...now think obsessed wif the jacket liao..den hor..oso buy some stationery...den go pet shop cc....wah...den oso begin to think tt i really veri ignorant loh..alot of things dunno...haha...when comes to keepin hamsters..think jf pro liao...his home so many of them..wah...even his parents oso like them more than him..lol...nvm..so go pet station buy those stuff...food..den after leh..actually i wanted to go home liao..but sian..kanna pulled by them loh...so go jf place to settle the hamster thingie...anyway...tt time during dinner think i said somthing mean sia...:(..so bad loh me...haiz..think too much....but anyway...alot of details cannot say here..haha..wait later ppl will start killing me...but overall veri enjoyable...think finally i can say i found my own gang liao....jf,yy,wm,xl...all my members...haha..

today so sian...stay home...do the same stuff again...wake up alone at home...haiz..everytime liddat one...think veri hard to get tt feeling of loneliness off....den today want to start a sms conversation...haiz..cannot...so cham...no ppl to tok to loh...den either think too much or wat...at night finally think until so fan...go mad liao..bathe wif cold water...haha..but think after tt back to normal...now veri hard to find ppl to tok liao...all look so bz loh...dunno wat they doin oso..either is i too free or....haiz...nvm..think i better stop thinkin so much...can add alot of pressure to myself loh liddat...den cannot destress oso..mus wait till weekend...anyway...syf date,time n sequence quite confirm liao....date:3/5/05 time:10am sequence for tt day: nj,hc,ac,sa,jj,rj....hope can at least maintain silver..best if get gold..if not waste our time n effort practicing so hard loh...den now recruitment drive2 comin liao..mus start getting ready those scores n train them ...left less than 1 month!!!can die...besides tt still got alot of hw nv complete...haiz...think i really no time to rest...mus work work work!!!!maybe until i sick den can rest..lol...like fri liddat...