haha...wif effect frm today..every mon mus wear tie to sch le...n ya...the color combi still not tt bad..but veri uncomfortable sia my throat...den now recently feel tt i lost my voice le...keep on singing n singing...haha..too happy le...die!...if i cont liddat no need to do work le...haha..yesterday at restuarant..manage to drink 2 whole glasses of beer at in 2 gulps..haha..nice try..now still thinkin of getting somemore...lol..den oso..pw results out le..got band 3..haha...but at least reach my expectation...come think wat we had done for pw..i oso nv did much...sometimes try to help but in the end slow ppl dwn...den now leh..beginning to feel tt all this results seems useless to me...cos it can't tell much abt a person...n again..the change is only the figures..1234...haiz..nvm...but think i really learn quite alot frm pw...at least some impt stuff in life...den leh...2 days ago(sat)..wah...quite abit er..shock when saw xl's reaction...jf n i was jus commentin tt her face suddenly changes...n ya..we told her the true but still she was angry...haiz...now really think tt cancerians are veri ultra-sensitive...hate to be in spotlight sometimes...think it's oso a reflection of me..anyway..lucki got wm to console..if not think we oso dunno wat to do...so scary loh...happy face suddenly bcum serious...nvm...it's over...haha...den today leh..manage to get erhu frm co rm n bring home practise...now leh..left abt 2 more wks to SYF le...mus concentrate on work n SYF le....cannot think of other stuff..haha...if not wait think too much again...den did smth stupid..haha...nvm...mus really train hard le...always cannot play the correct note....play F sharp bcum F...always got problem hearing doh re mi for diff diao...C,D n G...wonder wat i had learnt frm my 5+yrs wif erhu..haha..den still got problem playin tt fast fast part n slow slow part..always too fast n too slow...den finger too fast hor....get messed up...play wrong note again...haha...den ya..frm tt sat's co trip...learn 1 thing...mus learn how to 'shake' body...haha...den ppl will think u pro...lol...den wah..c cheung cheng high sch(branch) co play the music...onli got 1 comment...yi liu!!!...if u r really those nv hear concert b4...u will think that theirs is almost perfect..haha...but the sad thing is..their discipline is far stricter than jj's..jss oso abit strict but oso not to tt extent loh!! tokin onli den kanna blast by the t-cher i/c..haha...few simple actions oso cannot...haha..so strict....n ya...their erhu hor..really gd...all move the bows together....not like jj's...haha..always got problem wif the direction of bow..pull or push...nvm...wed phy test!!!mus start piahing...mus show my academic power!!!haha...but oso not tt powerful after all...now hor...halfway thru april le..veri soon May...SYF ends...then..haha..dun say le....if keep thinkin i sure stress myself up..haha...nowadays really think i changed alot le...oso duno wat changes but got tt feelin...learnt alot frm my gang...at least i noe wat ppl tokin abt...not like last time in jss...sometimes hear ppl tok..no head no tail...so pathetic!!!...think my network is oso veri small..but nvm...think i seldom got topic to tok wif ppl...so maybe tt's y....n i think i dun ask for help much..so maybe no need ppl to concern abt me...now leh..really hope tt everything will go wrong..haha...den got motivation to work harder...if not really can slack...oh ya... no matter wat happens...we mus still cont our lives...no matter how hard it's...time will settle it..at least...lol...think really passion will fade over time...now really can say let go le..haha...not think abt it anymore i guess...haha..again...really think too much...dunno y liddat...