Strangely, in the end i still end up in school. Think i'm just too bo liao now. Even people say want to study but in the end no place for me i also don't care. Later on will be meeting my pri sch classmates. Not sure how they're doing now. Sunday still must go do make up RT. Still haven't really prepared for my prelims next week. But it seems i don't have the mood again. My friend today ask me if I'm still like her, but i never answer. I also dunno should i just give up and don't go for her party and jus go for my RT or i should get my hands on contact lens, wear very nicely and go for the function... it's already the 2nd time she say we're just friends... i cannot make a good decision... Now hopefully i must restart my engine very soon. i don't want to regret again like what happen for my A lvls... Just manage to know the price of the apartment that i'm living in and how my parents are struggling to pay off the loan made because of this. Think i should focus on studies(or career in future) for now no matter how lonely i feel...有没有一把剑可以真斩了藕断丝连..thinking too much again...